Thank you for all your caring comments.
I am just trying to not use my brain at all, 
unless it is absolutely necessary.
Some 'tedious' stuff has come up at work. 
I must take some crazy and seriously annoying online course for work.
Every time I look at my laptop I am reminded of this 'online course'...
which makes me feel all 'ticked off' inside.
I will be back when this is dealt with.
UGH!!!
so...........
I think I need to go see my horse tomorrow.
There is nothing like a warm nuzzle,
 and the smell of my horse 
to make me feel 
the way I want to feel 
all the time.
xx's